3 IDIOTS

4 idiots planned to watch the much awaited movie - 3 IDIOTS..first day first show. It was me, aashu, charu and purva to share the amazing experience. AWSOME..its definitely a revolutionizer, a rebel.( my rating- 5 stars,a must watch). We could actually connect to the story and it wasnt difficult for us to compare ourselves to the protagonists- rancho, raju and farhan. Even after reading the original version, it was different and thank god it didnt land up being a total photo copy of the novel. [this post is not the review of the movie..]


So we 4 idiots had a lot of fun and headed back to our respective shelters. I thought to take a quick nap..the shots were still floating in my mind. What an IMPACT !! I mean i just couldn't stop thinking about it. These were some questions which it sprouted in me...
Do i really wanna become what i am studying?
Does our hierarchical educational system give us any opportunity of being practical and apply what we learn?
Why is it that we always go by the conventional ways of doing things? ..afraid of trying our own mind... the song 'behti hawa sa tha' made me realise dis.
Am i a part of the so called rat-race running behing a thing which is actually not "reallly" wanted.?
... or is thr actually something to which i can proudly belong?
Am i realistic enough to take my stand?


Some of the questions were answered, but some still stay dormant. One thing which is definitely learnt is 
"jab life ho out of control... 
toh honth ghuma, siti baja, siti baja ke bol bhaiya
AAL IS WELL"


P.S. Fabulous work by raju hirani- the director.

Confused Mind..

I hav no idea whats going inside my mind??
Sometimes i think, its not so difficult to express ur feelings when u actually want to conveys them..but now i realize that its not always that easy...


FRIENDS... i blame them.. they are the culprits to put inside my mind wierd thoughts and make me imagine things which i would not have otherwys thought of. (caution:- its just some of my frnds i am talking of..not ol of'em).


If people promise to be so caring, why don't they understand other's feelings..i dont think its very hard to do that when u claim to be the closest of the fellows..Or its just that they purposely don't wanna react??
I just wish my doubts and the unanswered questions of mine get settled as soon as possible..i know the Secret's gonna work and spread its magic and will give me the RIGHT answers!!!

MAIN AUR MERA MOBILE...

[After reading the post...Plz do not jump tu the conclusion tht i am a "nomobhobic" !!! ]



Main aur mera mobile aksar yeh baatein karte hai...

woh kehta hai..mamma ko mujhpe itna gussa kyun aata hai??
aakhir mujhse unhe problem kya hai???


kisi din agar mood bigad jata hai,
toh unhe sabse pehle mera hi khayal kyon aata hai?
har baat ke liye woh mujhe hi gunehgar kyun samajhti hain?
aakhir mera kusur kya hai?


main use samjhati hun..
teri galti nahi hai,
saari galti mere iss paapi man ki hai..jisne
mujhe tujhe khareedne par majboor kiya tha.


Ab toh teri itni aadat si ho gyi hai ki
tu na bole toh man bechain sa ho jaata hai..
bure bure khayal aate hain..
Tu hi toh mera dukh-harta hai
khushi ke do pal, tu hi toh mere jeevan me bharta hai !!!!

Bohot baar maine socha, tujhe chhod dungi.
tujhe jail me bhi daal diya..PAR
hamesha kuch adhura adhura sa lagta tha..


ab main kya karoon agar
mamma tujhse jalti hai??
kyunki, unki beti unse zyada
tujhse baat karti hai !!!
unhone hi toh tu mujhe diya hai..
actually woh mujhse bohot pyaar karti hai.


Meri aadhi padhai toh tu hi karwata hai..
par yaar tu paise boht khata hai.
sms pe itni jaldi haath chalte hain..
jaise hawa se patte girte hain !!
Kaam-waam sab chhod-chaad,
hum tujhse chipke rehte hain,
MAIN AUR MERA MOBILE..
AKSAR YEH BAATEIN KARTE HAIN...

"Temptations"

Some famous person said "I can resist everything but not my temptations." Mine is the same case..temptations are those hindrances in ur way which you urself bring forth. Its like you know wht u ought to do, but you dont actually do tht. Then you keep consoling urself and give various explainations to self. I simply hate this job of pretending..
I know being in 12th, i hav loads to study for the boards as well as to clear compt. Inspite of being ladden by responsibilties and expectations.. how can i just let my time fly away?? And guess wht.. i actually know whr its going- in TV, freinds, attending b'day parties, and when its nothing its "my phone" which rings all the way !!


Controlling my temptations seems a difficult situation now. I think i was better when i was in 8th grade. I was mentally strong, determined, disciplined and actually executed the plannings. All my things.. my way of life was very systematic. But now its all a haphazard pile of books at my table 24*7 due to which i force my parents to shout at me !! And no surprize its ME, ME and ME whoz doing all this. I wish i cud go back in time and bring back some of my good qualities..

THE TERRACE

Lately i shifted to an apartment of the same locality i was previously staying. So now that i do not hav an exclusive terrace, i share it with all the people of the multi. And seriously.. its a lotta fun. Whenever i move upto the terrace i get to find something different. The most amazing thing is - the sky. thr is smthing magical about it.

today when i went up thr.. it was simply amazing. i cant describe the scene literally. herez the pic.

another day when it briskly rained and thr was sun again... we cud see TWO COMPLETE RAINBOWS. being on the terrace added to the nice feeling.. the nice breeze, cute children playing less n shouting more, accompanied by other buildings of neighbourhood. It feels really good. I hope to experience more of the advantages of having a big common terrace.

my creations.

i have made these drawings... and when i was thinking of doing something after my exams got over, i remembered the priceless collection of my drawings (its seriously priceless for me as it took all my effort). so i thought i would share it wid yual. there are many more...
how did u find it??

here is more of it..

RESULTS !!!

Everything we do in life is to obtain a result…or lets me say the other way round that whatever we do brings about a change which we term as result of that act.RESULT is actually the universe’s reaction towards our active thoughts (actions). But we don’t actually delve into such philosophies in our daily lives.

Student life faces this huge phenomenon of achieving ideal results. All kinds of results; be it singing, dancing, quiz, etc etc etc… the fear of not securing a good score haunts every young mind whether he/she admits it publicly or not.A few hours before the doomsday (the open house day!!!) it’s a different sense of fear, a familiar feeling...scary. it the time when our mind id actually making estimations, imagining pictures of different situations- good as well as bad. So am ambivalent nature is seen. But after getting the result is an entirely different feeling of making ourselves believe tht we’ve done well enough.
I believe that academic results are a hoax. (not because I am not getting it good this time). Its like how can you judge someone by a 3 hr. answer sheet? One may be knowing far more but is not able to put it across. E.g.- I studied the whole organic chemistry thoroughly. But in the exam what happens is either there are only few ques. On this topic or that I get nervous and go blank. This actually happened with me in 3-4 questions where I knew the answer but recalled only after I was at my home. I know some would disagree. But that is what poorvi says.
So my take on result is that it does matter. But what matters more is wht you’ve learnt. Even ABHISHEKH BACHHAN said it in the last OYE episode.
I’ve seen a lot of people doing great in their lives even after facing a great deal of “fail report cards”. So follow the universal mantra – karm kar phal ki ichha mat rakh.

I feel lost

Amongst my emotions

Amongst the innumerable experiences of getting to know what exactly I am thinking,

Amongst my memories, my thoughts that are yet to become my present…

Thoughts which are my weapons of creation and destruction,

Amongst the undefined feeling of being left in my past, at my old address,

I am there…standing on the doorway, waiting innocently for my mother to come and take me to a Utopian place…where there are no rules...Instructions to teach me how to live my life…

I feel lost

In the bare pages my notebook…In the indifferent tunes of life…

Alone in the deserts…hostile surroundings

I feel lost

In the blue waters, the waves of music, the colors flashing past my eyes...

in the sun when I close my naïve eyes..

I feel lost

In the opulent rooms,

In the penury of my maid’s lodgings,

In my own room full of unknown elements…

In the crowd that flows so vibrant…

Unaware of my mysterious power…

If only aware but unable to use it.

Feeling powerless.

I feel as if have lost my senses.

THEN I SEE YOU

In the devine light,

my eyes shrinking to the brightness but slowly recovering

I see u clearly

Everything becomes beautiful. Silky wind, fragrance, life….ECSTACY

U reflected it and I am powerful again.