I feel lost

Amongst my emotions

Amongst the innumerable experiences of getting to know what exactly I am thinking,

Amongst my memories, my thoughts that are yet to become my present…

Thoughts which are my weapons of creation and destruction,

Amongst the undefined feeling of being left in my past, at my old address,

I am there…standing on the doorway, waiting innocently for my mother to come and take me to a Utopian place…where there are no rules...Instructions to teach me how to live my life…

I feel lost

In the bare pages my notebook…In the indifferent tunes of life…

Alone in the deserts…hostile surroundings

I feel lost

In the blue waters, the waves of music, the colors flashing past my eyes...

in the sun when I close my naïve eyes..

I feel lost

In the opulent rooms,

In the penury of my maid’s lodgings,

In my own room full of unknown elements…

In the crowd that flows so vibrant…

Unaware of my mysterious power…

If only aware but unable to use it.

Feeling powerless.

I feel as if have lost my senses.

THEN I SEE YOU

In the devine light,

my eyes shrinking to the brightness but slowly recovering

I see u clearly

Everything becomes beautiful. Silky wind, fragrance, life….ECSTACY

U reflected it and I am powerful again.